Merry Christmas :)

Merry Christmas, my dear readers! I hope you all had a wonderful Christmas, I know I did. It was almost perfect: I got some amazing presents, I went to see "The Chronicles of Narnia: The Voyage of the Dawn Treader", and I got to visit my friends Brittney, Alyssa, Lauren and Mark and give them their presents. Yes indeed, it was almost perfect. Why do I say "almost"? Well, it would have been completely perfect if I had been able to spend some time with Travis, but I suppose you can't always get everything you want, even on Christmas. Honestly, if I had to chose whether to spend the day with him or get 5 million amazing, awesome presents, I would rather spend the day with Travis. I suppose this need to see him so much is coming from the fact that I've only seen him once since school let out for break, which was about... 2 weeks ago, at least. I saw him yesterday when I dropped off his Christmas present at his house, and we got to talk for a little bit, but for me, it wasn't enough. I miss hanging out with him. I miss him.

Gosh, I really am pathetic, aren't I? I don't see or talk to him for two weeks, and I go completely insane. Yeah, I realize you're all probably thinking, "Well, if you miss him so much, why haven't you called him or anything?" Well, there's a couple of reasons for one, he doesn't get a lot of minutes on his phone, and the few times I've called him before, I've called him while he was with his friends or family, and since Christmas is mostly about family, I decided that I would give him space so he gets to spend time with his family, even though he isn't really fond of his family, especially his dad. Secondly, when we try to talk on the phone or online, our conversations often get stuck and we don't talk much, and honestly I prefer talking to him in person than over the phone. For me, that is the more preferable method for talking to someone, unless it can't be helped, like with Hannah, Khrys and Yamma. I have to talk to them on the phone or online because they live in Michigan and I can't see them in person. And, I also have this feeling that Travis needs some space from me right now. Don't ask me why, but that's just the feeling I have. So, I'm doing what I think is best for him and give him his space.

Anyway, enough about that. I've got a lot of fun things to expect in the coming new year. There's going to be the Chamber Singers choir tour in January, and then in February is All State :-) I've got a lot to look forward to, and I'm excited for a brand new year. I have decided that 2011 is going to be a better year than this year. Not that this year was terrible, but like I said before, it was just really weird, and I'm hoping for a not-so-weird year with 2011. Yes, every year has its ups and downs, but this year was just... well... weird, there's really no other word for it than that. But because I've got such good things to look forward to at the beginning of the new year, maybe the rest of it will be just as good. Here's to hoping.

Well, I guess I'll stop here for tonight. It's been a long day, but a good one :-) I hope you all had a very merry Christmas, I know I sure did. Good night, everyone!